The end

Today was the end of something I have cherished for a very long time, a brothership that never sank, no matter how bad things got, we stuck together for 20 years and shared great moments with each other and friends.

We're look alikes but personality wise we're very different, I would say he's more active, but he's also more deceiving, meanwhile I'm lazier but I'm trustworthy.

Why did it have to end?
It's simple, there are some boundaries even when it comes down to family situations, betraying your family's trust is not allowed.
But we're givers, and we gave him another chance at being a family member, but it has happened again and we've become distant, I can't see a reality where I'm still friends with my own brother.

It's sad really, saying goodbye on such a harsh note, just look at me, taking my time to write this shit and feeling sad about it when I never really had control of what was going to happen.

Breaks my heart to know that he received the same education as me but he didn't seem to follow it, or even remember it at all, he's way to different than we've set out to be.

I don't really care about job preference or really any taste whatsoever, but compulsive lying and reckless behaviour must not be tolerated on family grounds.

We were brothers that grew up together to become men of the 21st century.
I guess now I'm just a lone wolf with no Soul brother to sail by my side.

My warmest regards to myself because I've tried really hard to turn this over to a positive situation, but it just seems impossible, but while trying to cope with all the family issues that have been ocurring in the last months or so, we also had to deal with the shittiest atitudes you could expect from a family member.

Of course you will be missed.

AQ




(No image because nothing can describe the amount of sadness we carry right now)