On the run just to have a moment with you

Life keeps being rough with you until you give in, because when you give in, you know that for those few minutes you will breathe out all the pressure that had built in, I keep on dreaming about doing things instead of actually doing them.

I'm surrounded by amazing people, I have a great family and great friends, but something is missing, th
ere will always be a crush or a desire, but love hasn't ensued, am I one to not fall in love because of what happened?

What made me so fragile that nowadays looking at someone makes me instantly think what they would think of me instead of me thinking how her appearance is and how she probably kicks ass at beer-pong.

At this stage in life, I feel like there are a lot of memories to be made in this time frame, but to me there is a missing link, something that would take me up in the sky and never drop me down again, I live in some sort of despair where I really want to get my life together with someone but I just don't see it happening anytime soon.

I can feel something appearing in my life soon, but I just can't tell what it is, my closest relationships with girls is being their confident, I have several girls that expose their problems to me, and I have been helping these girls solve their relationship problems with a 100% success rate.

How can this be? How can I be such a good guy and help everyone so much, mean such well to people that as of now don't really give a fuck about my relationships.

Yes, of course everyone has had a one night stand, or a fuck buddy that helps them get over some obstacles that naturally build up in life, but everyone is chasing the real thing and ever since Social Media started having mass use from us, everyone has seemed to gained some shyness.

Times have changed drastically, people will give more attention to what other people are paying attention, everything must be instagrammed, vined, snapped or tweeted, what happened to enjoying/discussing things with word and making it a personal memory.

I don't have anything against social media as I also use it, but to be entirely honest with you, I really think it carries to much power, more power that we should be able to have.
Yes the power belongs to the people, but from the moment that a simple text post or picture can ruin someones life is hard to live with.

Yes we can spread awareness, but we can also fight the problems and not just make people aware of them.

And here I am rambling.

To basically sum it up, 2k17 2months in and not much has developed, I'm gonna make a move on a girl because I'm really tired of trying to send subtle signals.

Now I'm on the run just to have a moment with you.